In Pursuit of Self-Discovery...

In the deepest  parts of my being,

A sharp hollow ache persists,

Sometimes, I look at the world, to realize I am not seeing,

Is this a cancer? Perhaps the growth of cysts...

Does it have to be a disease?

Can it be a lack? A lack of someone I know,

The more I think, the more I believe it is for you my heart grieves,

'Cause when I think of you, I see the moon covered in snow;

When I hear your voice, the ache dulls,

It becomes easier to lose myself in a self-constructed malarkey,

Your voice, in my head, brings all pains to a lull,

When distant from your thoughts, my mind recedes into absolute anarchy;

I see it now, the light which your thoughts emanate,

When our eyes meet, in the glow, I bask,

My heart takes part in, "cardiac acrobatics", as my pulse fluctuates,

I hope, I am worthy of this monumental task;

I wish I could understand the level,

The depth of my emotions for you,

In Your laughter, I revel,

May it manifest, the future, with you, I view;